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can you hear me?

I'm deaf

can you see me?

I'm blind

can you talk to me?

I'm mute

can you feel me?

I have no hands

can you taste me?

My tongue was destroyed by too many carbonated drinks....

Yellow Yellow Yellow Yellow Yellow Yellow Yell Hello

The sun in my eyes

Bananas

A type of Labrador Retriever

Falling in love

Daffodils

Custard

 

Friendship is a special gift that adds fragrance to life, watch its sweet blossoms grow.

Meditate on what it is to be your best, and you will achieve it.

Together  ; To  get  her?

Get it together babe, Ive got gold dripping out of my fingertips and love oozing out of my mouth       The time that Ill be doing this is not assured       I can change       I can opt to be better or worse

The ancestors come to walk the planet, the small, the large, the fat, the thin, every type of animal ever slayed, or died of natural causes, Famous People, Common People, People of all types of cultures, From many different years, and times, My friends, are all of them, as I worship them out loud

 

Its the 9th full moon, to start on the favourite one of mine, and Im going into it level headed for a change      Sounds too good to be true 

Burn this, Burn that, Restore this and Remake that        Keep it, Treasure it, Put it away      Acid free works the problem well        There can be a transition in permanence and can be a permanence in transition        To let it all go is stupid          To keep it all is stupider           

To weigh it up and have a detailed look      

well thats my job.

The scales of justice, and the scales to weigh food, gold, postal items     

they are all the same     measuring what it means according to a standard equation       

I can add up     

I can add it up    

Can you?

I am the Dance Master

I am Nataraja, Prince of Dancers

you are all my pupils

...I alone know the agony of teaching

you each step in the Dance

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Pathways cross and heaven is near, is my power what you fear?

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Too soon the spiritual punch, You canrsquo;t dodge it this time ndash; Yoursquo;ve left yourself uncovered and I tell you ndash; I know.nbsp; Whether you care or not is up to you.

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Its been too long since I had reign, and I want that back again.

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Feeling like this in a modern day environment is really tough and crazy.nbsp; I donrsquo;t fit in anywhere, and yet most donrsquo;t understand the loneliness I feel, amongst the crowd of admirers.nbsp; It is one thing to be popular, and another to have onersquo;s needs attended tohellip;

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I have all I need, but donrsquo;t watch my heart bleed.

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Everything is here, now, for all of us.nbsp; What you have is what yoursquo;ve got, and what you deserve, although it doesnrsquo;t hurt to aim higher, this can be a mistake as one can never know what ldquo;more of this or thatrdquo; can bring.nbsp; Itrsquo;s a risk too many take and fail.nbsp; Better to be happy now.nbsp; To smile at me brings happiness to me, and yet so many look away.

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I write messages to you, and they donrsquo;t seem to get through.

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I am ultimately very suspicious of being tampered with.nbsp; It is hard to know, but eventually I will find out the truth, it is only a matter of time.nbsp; Or is it that they donrsquo;t listen, they ignore me, I bore them, because what I say Irsquo;ve been saying for so long.nbsp; It doesnrsquo;t change.nbsp; My beliefs are strong and backed up by spiritual masters throughout the eons.nbsp; I canrsquo;t lose and donrsquo;t want to win.

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Testing me, Taunting me, Itrsquo;s trouble with you that I see.

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Nothing seems as easy as it did at first, but I donrsquo;t know what will be the thing (if there is one thing) to bring on the moment Irsquo;ve waited for ndash; or is that the moments?nbsp; The time where my peeps jump out and yell ldquo;Surprise!rdquo; and I know anyway.nbsp; To have the dream of plenty convinces me that there is only one way, the safe way, the good way, the honest way.nbsp; Donrsquo;t divide your time between good and bad.nbsp; Make it all good, no matter who you are and what good is to you.nbsp; Good is God and we all have our personal Gods.nbsp; Best is Goddesshellip;.

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Sleeping through the moments of bliss, Its you I misshellip;

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I hear you at night mumbling to me, and I respond, but never see your face.nbsp; Is it right or wrong?nbsp; Is it someone else that I belong to?nbsp; Are you stringing me along, or is this just how it is for now, we have to be together through this time, and that isnrsquo;t confirmed because it isnrsquo;t forever.nbsp; Irsquo;ve put the invitations out and got very little response.nbsp; Makes me feel, again,. Like the loser in love I always have been.nbsp; The sex goddess noone wants to actually love ndash; or do they?

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Unique is my spell, for where I dwell, seems like heaven next to hell.

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And go on with it, may the best person win xoxo

ooooh, that feels good... ohhhh allllllrighttttt, uhhuh yeah I like that, ohhh oohhhhh baby slower.... ahhh You#39;ve got it..... Uhhhh keep it there for a while,,,,, oooohhhhh feels so good.... uh uh uh uh ohhh yeah baby, I love You, ohhh ohhhhhh ooohhhhh harder now,,,,, uhhh uhhh uhhh OH MY GOD! fuck!nbsp; uhhh uhhh ahhh ahh aaaahhhh ah ah ah ah ah ohh ohhh ohhhh ohhh,,,, You#39;re workin#39; it for ME..... ohhh ohhh oh really good uh huh uhh uhhh uhhh oh fuck Me please ooohhh ohhh ohohohohohohohohohohoh aaahhh ahh ahhh ahhhh You#39;re driving me WIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIILLLLLLLLLLLLLD!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Ohh ohhh ohhh ohhh ohhh ohhh ohhh ohhh I#39;m crazy for You o o o o o o o ohh ohhh ohhh ohhhh ohhhh ahhhh ahhhh uhhh uhh ahhh BIG BOY! ohhh ohhh yeah yeah yeah OH JESUS! ohhh ohhh ohhh ohhh ohhh ohh ohhh ohhh ohhh ohhh so good! keep going..........

 

(Gee about as fun for me as cybersex - well does it matter about who is at the end of the other fibre-optic-cable?nbsp; After all it#39;s just masturbation anywayzzzz - boring!)

of all the jerky things in the world someone can do to a person, lying is one of the worst, if not THE worst.

 

pretending something is A when it really is B does not sit well with me - and why should it?

 

I am not a vengeful Person, but fair is fair.  I don't judge People but I also don't forget what They have done to Me.

 

Ha - She doesn't even know....

 

OR is it that She is waiting for everyone to appear at the time it matters most?

 

I don't have to lie about Who I am and what I do - there is no profit in that for Me.

 

I don't have to think about what You say, because the truth is - Liars are always condemned, no matter what way You look at it.

 

There is some fun in cute lies - but not if it is a lie that grows and grows by day and is now a festering tumour in more than one mind.  If it harasses You - I'm glad about that.

 

Like I say - It doesn't matter to Me, and if you want it to, start action.

 

I can face Who I need to face with the information I have and not be shot down - CAN YOU?

It really pissed me off when I checked my email for the first time in a week.nbsp; There were so many!nbsp; And some were even saying "Your urgent reply needed" - like the days are gone where one can have a week off - even those who DON#39;T work - yuk!nbsp; I hate it!nbsp; Stop The World!nbsp; I want to Jump OFF!nbsp; It has put my nose out of joint, indeed.

I wrote some things, and I can#39;t be bothered posting them.nbsp; It#39;s all too hard, I just want to keep on with relaxing - but does it ever really happen?

There#39;s always something that HAS to be done, be it housework, sleep, catching up with friends, self grooming, gardening, and then reporting shit to the blog so I feel like I#39;ve done something that people notice!nbsp; Well all of that is SHIT! and I don#39;t give a rat#39;s arse about trying to impress anyone atm.nbsp; What I was going to do is sit here all night and stare into cyberspace, and obediently make the changes I need to, read the things I#39;ve been instructed to, and so on... but, I can#39;t be FUKT!nbsp; So, instead I am going off to do something else, and none of you are invited....nbsp; ater all, I am just one drop in the Ocean, why should it matter?

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Stupid Fucking BigBog can't even get their instructions right to stop my blog fucking up - I've had enough!

You cover me up all over

With your pink pussy love

My words run short

shorter now

You scare me, disbeliever!

Wild lemons

sucking sweet insides

Black wild erases all knowledge

Of the sunglasses disguise

I climb in to the envelope

slowly now

I always forget I have a blog until this time of week, at this time in the night..........  I can't go to bed with these things on my mind, I have to upload the thoughts so they are dealt with effectively before my week truly ends.  You may have a 9-5 job, mine is 36 hourse a day, 9 days a week, 70 weeks a year, luv!

Im not going to explain anything to you on here Im waiting to see you and talk about it on a face to face level      So what if I have told them about you, it makes no difference because you know you are stronger than they are, and now they know that too Its not working for me the way it is the way you are acting makes me just want to run away from you, and you well know I cant do that because yes you have me trapped at this stage           It may not always be like that I do have contacts that will go above and beyond what I say or ask to be able to keep me safe if they perceived I was in danger or at risk      You can only follow me so far, and so much      You might like to think your forces know how it is but truly I am quicker than they are and there are heaps that they miss that you would want to know and they cant tell you      There are several things I have cover a on      The areas I can manage, I do manage      A slip of the hand, the curse of my acid tongue, and the forcefulness of my written words, which is what most hear from me these days and you made that the way it had to be, and now I can bet you wish that it wasnt like that at all      Sooner or later all that you have done will pile up and pull you down      You cant run or fly this world you are in is a sphere, so run from me, and you will just eventually meet me face to face one day      You dont have the religious freedom, and for tonight, I am going to gloat about that      The things I believe in far outweigh anything you can ever say or do the things I practise are above and beyond anything you have ever even heard before      I know you need me; I know youve tried to get to me      It wont happen      As I sit here, I know where you are and what your mode of thought is, if you know mine  thats even better      Remember who I am      That rightyou do           You do know what I am saying is not true its only part of the truth and the rest of the truth is even beyond words.

 

Monkey smiles and Drinks a cocktail

James Dean smokes a cigarette, legs crossed, sitting on the floor, with a doubting and teasing eye.

 

Sorry about the fact my blog is still broken, complain to bigblog if you like, I would.

You Really Suck

No words to say no thoughts to think
Just tears to cry and the feeling of letting my heart sink
Thanks for turning my heart of gold
Into an empty hole, blank, and cold
I really hate you, I dont know what to say
I just dont know if I can go through like this every day
Faking a smile and a feeling of cheer
When really I dont know why Im even here
You keep bringing me up to crush me down
While turning my smile into a frown
I think I fell in love with you just by your luck
Because truthfully, you really suck

by NaturalBeauty
posted on 04/07/2010 nbsp; nbsp;nbsp;nbsp;

 

See My Tears

Somebody help me, Somebody care.
Everything around me has gone to nowhere.
Everything hurts. Oh why is that so?
My minds mental state, I fear it must go.
You seem not to understand, I can not stay.
Tears are what end another hurt filled day.
Every cut, For every lie.
And Ill sit in my room and wait to die.
Remember that I loved you, through out my years.
Someday you might wish to see my tears.
(Though I Won#39;t Be Here)

by ndthenithurts

 

nbsp;Broken Angel

You say that shes your precious angel,
But this angel is falling apart.
Her wings are tattered and broken,
And theres a million cracks in her heart.
Can you still love your precious angel,
As broken as she may be?
She tries to hide her broken wings,
But somehow you still see.
You say that shes your precious angel,
But theres hidden scars on her skin.
This angel once lived in darkness,
But you bring a light thatll never dim.
Can you still love your precious angel?
She loves you more than you can see.
I know that you love this broken angel,
Because this broken angel is me.

by GothicRomance
posted on 05/02/2009 nbsp;

 

Yesterday

As the wind blows so cold
I sit remembering days of old
Living life without a care
A bright future we would share

With someone I thought so dear
Lifes meaning I found so clear
As the days turn to frost
From yesterdays insurmountable cost

I really dont know what to do
When all I can do is think of you.
Time heals all wounds is a famous quote.
But in my head its the same sad note.

Will you shoulder some of the blame?
Will you even remember my damn name?
Will the sun shine down on me?
Or am I destined a lonely eternity?

They say to live for today
But all my happiness was yesterday

by rsurfn2
posted on 12/15/2009 nbsp;

not written by mmmmmmmeeeeeeee.............

 

As the age of the DJ/producer arose in early 1980s, post-disco dance music entered one of its most fertile periods, bringing the likes of Chicago/New York house innovators Frankie Knuckles, Larry Levan, and Ron Hardy. Known as the creative force behind the foundation of house music, these three built the style with the hypnotic "four-on-the-floor" drum sound, mid-tempo beats, and organic instrumentation found on early house labels West End Records, Salsoul, and Casa Blanca. It was the underground clubs the Warehouse and Paradise Garage in New York and Chicago that simultaneously broke the barriers of race and sexual preference, also acting as breeding grounds for the music that eventually came to be known as house and garage. Meanwhile, during the rise of acid house in Europe (a.k.a. the Summer of Love), artists such as 808 State ("Pacific State," 1989) and A Guy Called Gerald ("Voodoo Ray") shaped the direction of British house music, which launched the careers of Carl Cox, Fabio, and Grooverider. Back where it started in the U.S., Chicago deep-house artists such as Mark Farina, Derrick Carter, and DJ Sneak all played a major role in dance culture, while New Yorks undisputed house king Larry Levan championed the more soul- and gospel-influenced side of discos remnants, which would become known as garage in the early 80s.

nbsp;Notable Artists: Frankie Knuckles , 808 State , A Guy Called Gerald , Mark Farina

The most terrible poverty is loneliness, and the feeling of being unloved.

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I#39;ve got everything I need except a man. And I#39;m not one of those women who thinks a man is the answer to everything, but I#39;m tired of being alone.

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Pray that your loneliness may spur you into finding something to live for, great enough to die for.

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Loneliness is about the scariest thing there is.

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When we truly realize that we are all alone is when we need others the most

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It is strange to be known so universally and yet to be so lonely.

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What loneliness is more lonely than distrust?rdquo;

nbsp;nbsp;nbsp;With some people solitariness is an escape not from others but from themselves. For they see in the eyes of others only a reflection of themselves. nbsp;nbsp;nbsp;nbsp;Loneliness is never more cruel than when it is felt in close propinquity with someone who has ceased to communicate

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What should young people do with their lives today? Many things, obviously. But the most daring thing is to create stable communities in which the terrible disease of loneliness can be cured.

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ah!  so one can see where I got these precious words from....  great resource!

Three yogis are performing a meditative vigil in a cave high in the Himalayas. One day there is a sound outside of the cave. Six months later one of the yogis says, "that was a tiger." The cave is silent once again. About a year later, another yogi says, "that wasnt a tiger it was a lion." Again the cave falls silent. About two years later the third yogi says, "If you two dont stop arguing Im leaving."

http://www.drugs.health.gov.au/internet/drugs/publishing.nsf/Content/tips-parents

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http://www.drugs.health.gov.au/internet/drugs/publishing.nsf/Content/home-1

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http://www.drugabuse.gov/infofacts/understand.html

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http://www.drugabuse.gov/DrugPages/Alcohol.html

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http://www.emclear.com/Emotions_addiction.html

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http://www.gurusfeet.com/blog/don-039-t-be-afraid-intial-accumulated-energies-now

my blog is broken :(

 I used to smoke pot wherever I felt like it.  Whenever I had a spare moment, I’d get out my pipe, my tin and pack a full cone of skunk. I was a dope fiend – marijuana was my life. Was it because I didn’t know what else to do w/- my spare time? 

OR was it because I was trying to stick it up the establishment? 

My options were minimal – I hovered towards places I could freely smoke until it became hovering around my house, on my work desk, cone after cone. 

I wasted my time – packing, smoking, cleaning and scoring.  Let alone being way wasted all the time.

 

 

I never thought I would give up - I thought that it was my way forever, and the same about my Dope Buddies - but they have mostly given up, too.

 

 

The thing that sunk in for Me was - I am never going to have the career I want, or the Relationship I want whilst smoking the amount of pot I had been.

 

 

It's almost six months ago that I gave up.  I still don't feel in control of My old habit, but have noticed My life has dramatically changed.  There are so many aspects that are different now and I LOVE IT!

 

 

There is always a question of having it offered to Me in the future, and I have to decide at the time whether it is the thing I want to do.  I have an addictive tendancy, so could I stop at one night of coning?  Really - it is the only "fun substance" that I would consider doing.  I hate alcohol and all the other drugs.  But the further I get away from the day I stopped, the more I feel that I have fun on My own, in My straight mind anyway.

 

 

I like it for another reason, and that is because I am on the ball and can be easily at service at any time and not have to say "I'm too stoned to do that", either to myself or others.  At this time in the Universe's progression, I want to stay sharp to be able to cope with whatever The Gods and Goddesses throw My way.  If there is an Earthquake, I know I will have to help others - so for that, I need a clear head.

 

 

To fulfil My dream of becoming a world leader - I need to be sharp minded and straight all the time, so that I can really live out that role, instead of shirking responsibility.  World Leaders never have days or even moments off.  While there is work to be done, it's got to get done.

 

 

With my own virtually flawless complexion - Makeup accentuates and no makeup blends the look.  The colours that I use with makeup denote, mood, expression and vibrancy, in both a spiritual context and in a communications sense.  If a guy is telling Me not to wear makeup, He is telling Me to stop showing off to other men and be faithfully plain for him.  Belladonna Princess doesn’t think that any man should assume She’ll be faithful, as if they don’t pay attention She’ll just move on – NEXT! 

 

  

I like putting make-up on other parts of My body, too…  It makes My day sometimes to look in the mirror and see a Baby Doll looking back.

 

  

Or better yet, be by Her Holy self.

 

  

Men bother me with their expectations and demands. 

 

  

Fuck off and leave me alone, I’d rather just have a few nights of teenage romance, leave it there instead of putting up with bullshit.  MEN MEN MEN if they actually bothered thinking about themselves they’d know why I have to go through the hours of torment thinking and writing and telling the girls and the gays about them.

 

   

For cleansing treatments, I use Dermalogica.  For anti-ageing treatment, I have used Estee Lauder’s Advanced Night Repair since I was quite young.  AND I still do not have one single wrinkle in my middle age – humph – middle age but no man.  Soon I will be past My flowering time, unable to “bear fruit” – the biological clock is ticking and all of My friends and family say so.  I hate that.  That I have to rely on a person, particularly a bloke, to get something I want in life.  Sure, not all the guys in the world are the same and I think the one I particularly like is not like this at all, but in My experience Men can be really taxing on the way I’ve run My life.  As I say, up until now, where I think I may have met the one, if there can be the one.  Or is it the one I have chosen?  Whatever… I just hope it works out for more than a week, otherwise I will be back swapping naughty photos with random men from blogs and facebook.  *not fun*

 

  

Have Men really forgotten what Romance is about?  Or is it Women have forgotten how to treat their men?

 

  

But back to makeup – I like lots of colour on my face and love awesome strong sexy perfume.

 

  

How does this all relate?  I dunnoz – You tell Me!!!

 

The BP oil spill is worrying ME, if noone else! (no - not BP as in Belladonna Princess - duh! I mean British Petroleum!).  Here are some links that I've had a looky-see at - have been posting them on Facebook, now here too, .....

 

http://www.conservation.org/fmg/pages/videoplayer.aspx?videoid=63

 

http://www.techworld.com.au/article/348319/bp_oil_spill_slows_serious_it_failures_come_surface

 

http://www.huffingtonpost.com/2010/05/22/month-after-oil-spill-why_n_585908.html

 

http://news.yahoo.com/s/ap/20100523/ap_on_bi_ge/us_oil_spill_impossible_cleanup

 

http://au.news.yahoo.com/thewest/a/-/world/7279192/obama-blames-gulf-oil-spill-on-breakdown-at-bp/

 

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4bt0Lk9MtBU

 

http://gawker.com/5537604/watch-underwater-footage-of-oil-flooding-into-the-gulf-of-mexico

 

http://www.eweek.com/c/a/Cloud-Computing/Google-Earth-Crisis-Response-Site-Tracks-Gulf-Oil-Spill-766405/?kc=GOOEW05262010CCG2&gclid=CL6HrOPwqaICFQswpAodfgsRgg

 very important - - - - -

http://www.facebook.com/l.php?u=http%3A%2F%2Fwww.conservation.org%2Ffmg%2Fpages%2Fvideoplayer.aspx%3Fvideoid%3D63&h=9700dCHpj59DyB4RtwZ1igKPSKw

 

here are some photos I gathered for myself whilst researching the "disaster"

 

beautiful pristine beaches, white sand, green foliage and blue blue blue sea was once what the Gulf of Mexico looked like!

the perfect place for sunbathing and a holiday...

picturesque sunsets over clear water was once a feature of the Gulf Of Mexico

there are a huge number of fish, shark and whale species that were inhabiting the Gulf of Mexico's warm waters.  I suspect a large proportion of them are dead by now, and floating unaccounted for - which eventually will add to the STENCH of OIL - dead fish stinks, right?

many people were reliant on the Gulf of Mexico's waters and beaches to earn their livings or to feed themselves

this is the area the leak started - the Gulf of Mexico - for a more updated view of where the damage is check this link

http://www.eweek.com/c/a/Cloud-Computing/Google-Earth-Crisis-Response-Site-Tracks-Gulf-Oil-Spill-766405/?kc=GOOEW05262010CCG2&gclid=CL6HrOPwqaICFQswpAodfgsRgg

 

It is said that the oil spill will start to wash up on England and Irelands beaches soon- I know their beaches are shit anyway (LOL) but the effect of this oil spill will be world wide.  BP have a lot of work cut out for themselves, and are even currently DENYING VOLUNTEER WORKERS (WTF?) access due to the wages their workers would be getting doing the same job.  BP will probably go bankrupt and then there will be noone left to fix this up.  According to accounting principles a "bastard" company like this one, probably will make itself bankrupt to avoid cleaning up the mess, and meanwhile start other ventures elsewhere, if we are not all killed by the toxins first.  I'm saying "I LOVE YOU" to those who deserve it, because from now on we can not necessarily take the gift of life as a definite one! :P

the beginnings of the spill are washing up on the shores, damaging the coastline and the homes to many birds amongst other wildlife

I would be scared to be in this boat, in case it capsized or acided away!  :/

It would be very stupid of me to think that there is not some kind of endangered or indigenous species amongst the dead wildlife. 

 

YEAH!  I would've liked to holiday there too!  I guess that the only people on the inroad and flying into the area would be scientists and government officials, which really won't keep tourism alive in this once beautiful holiday destination

From a Geological perspective - I wonder if the surface of the Earth will have a blacky greyish brownish oily bed in the sedimentary rocks?  From a Gemmological perspective - I can't say I know any gemstones that are made out of oil.

 

 

to not care about the effect on birds especially, would make you the meanest fucker of a sewer rat scum on our dying earth.

 

you guys better goddamn fix it or your freedom you have fought for ain't going to be worth having!

 

I do believe that some of us, or all of us will die as a result of this spill, certainly there would be a HUGE toll on the wildlife of the area, and even around the world as the video

http://www.facebook.com/l.php?u=http%3A%2F%2Fwww.conservation.org%2Ffmg%2Fpages%2Fvideoplayer.aspx%3Fvideoid%3D63&h=9700dCHpj59DyB4RtwZ1igKPSKw 

shows very well.  It makes me shudder to think that it has been money making that has got in the way of Nature.  After all the arguements - money won, and lost at the same time.  In the future, when "ALIENS" land - they will find massive stockpiles of money, gold and silver in the vaults of banks - and credit cards strewn everywhere around the world, and not a person anywhere in sight.  It's not only awful - it's deplorable!  The BP executives, which already know that OIL IS DAMAGING OUR ENVIRONMENT - kept on using it, long after the warning bells starting clanging really loudly in the 1990's.  We should have been using enviro=friendly methids by now.  And this wouldn't have happened.  There is money in those methods too!  and also  a lot of moeny to be made in doing the changeover from gas to enviro-friendly (like solar, hydro, man-power etc)

 

point of interest - from the history books I know of, the Americans have been constantly in the bad books with the Mexicans over who gets the oil in that area.  Apparently the war on drugs coming in from Mexico was a big scam to hide the fact they wanted a slice of Mexican Oil's pie.  Also, the world's largest amount of untapped oil happens to be located in - you guessed it - the Untied States of America.  Past leaders have said they wanted to keep that for themselves when the rest of the world ran out....  okay so now you are with me on this?

 

I love America, American people, all of the things they represent.  But when it comes to fighting against Nature, I have no sympathy of who I take down being against that cause. 

 

 Treat the Earth and all that dwell therein with respect 


 Remain close to the Great Spirit 


Show great respect for your fellow beings 


 Work together for the benefit of all Mankind 


Give assistance and kindness wherever needed 


 Do what you know to be right 


Look after the well-being of Mind and Body 


 Dedicate a share of your efforts to the greater Good 


Be truthful and honest at all times 


Take full responsibility for your actions

  

On a night made for lovers – I dream about you, so far away.

 

 

In my mind I could touch you, tease you, and please me.  I wish you were here where the breeze is soft on my pale skin.  

 

 

I wish you would touch me, tease me, and please you.  I’m stuck on you because you look so good, sound like all the men I’ve never known, breaking new barriers – why don’t you tear down the wall that’s between us?  Come over any time, while I live this prosaic life – make romance, make love and I’ll make you the man you’ve always wanted to be.  I’ll even make you a vegetarian curry.  If that’s what you want – I know it’s what my body and mind crave.  I don’t fake this way of life or way of heart.

 

 

  

 

  

You get all the passion out of me; it’s only you I have it for (could this be real?).  There’s no-one else, there never has been and maybe never will be.  (If I want what you want but I don’t even know what it is that you want)  Now would be a good time.  I’m not going to dump you unless we don’t see eye to eye.

 

Matching up the lovers, when we were the first to cross the starting line.  You are my first and my last – without you I know life wouldn’t be this way.  I’d be a nun, because there is none like you.  Passions come, Passions go, but what I’ve seen you taking part of is endless, it’s eternity.  

 

Eternity without you is what I would die for.  If the seasons didn’t change I’d make you pay, for I know deep inside you are more than what you’ve said you are.  My love, eternal.

 

 

 

 

 These are just a few suggestions, they are the things that I like to do personally, but everyone is different, remember, and that's what makes this colourful world go around...

 

I hope you can find some ideas here, and please enjoy them for the simple things they are...

 

Being creative

 

Being silly

 

Buying clothes

 

Country drives

 

Dancing

 

Deliveries to work

 

Doing a course (like language or cooking)

 

Dress ups and fantasy

 

Drive in movies

 

Eating together

 

Flowers, Plushies and Cards

 

Food shopping

 

Garage sales

 

Garden, furniture or house stuff shops

 

Gardening

 

Getting fortune told together

 

Going away

 

Have private jokes

 

Love letters

 

Making up songs and lyrics

 

Picnic

 

Playing each other old music favourites

 

Playing games – cards, dice, board games

 

Playing sports (even on a team)

 

Sex shops and toys

 

Share a book

 

Share secrets

 

Sleeping/nap

 

Surprises

 

Tending to a car

 

Truth, dare or torture

 

Trying to impress each other

 

Underwear (Buying or Prancing about in)

 

Walking

 

Sometimes I wonder why I sit and wait for you to come.  You never do, so why do I bother?  I’ve been waiting for you since the day we met and maybe even before then.

  

I try to get everything in order for your impending visit, but it never seems perfect enough.  I change things, thinking ‘this will be what makes a difference’; maybe it is, I’ll never know until I hear you say it.

  

And then I get the calls, wrong numbers, hang-ups, all with numbers blocked.  So it makes me think of you, wishing it might be.

  

For a girl who is on the run I’ve been sitting still for a long time.

  

How much longer should I wait for you?  Tell me if there’s nothing to wait for, I’m dying here; alone, but not feeling it, as I wait for you…

 

 

 

I'd rather you read this than what I have to say, but maybe you can come back to my page later - you know - "minimize" lol...

http://www.techworld.com.au/article/348319/bp_oil_spill_slows_serious_it_failures_come_surface

however, I feel that there is a certain amount of animosity that has built up over the time I have had my bloggy.  I deleted almost the whole thing because I thought maybe I could have a fresh start again, second time around.... 

It has given me sooo many ideas, they come thick and fast - I need to get them on here but, like everyone these days, am too busy off playing with the fairies.

I am writing them down and hopefully at one point there will be some time to explore them more here.

Perhaps if I was supported with making some money, I wouldn't have so much of my time taken up by other things (like hunting for bargains :/ !!!) and could indulge in the luxury of telling people what to do, via the internet, spoken word or snail mail...

Also what I wanted to mention is that WE should ALL support our local artists - whether it is artistry of music, installations or philosophy and so on....

Too many small artists are "copied" by larger "corporate artists", the fresh ideas are exploited and there never is another opportunity to make money from the concept, having it being used once already.  Like it or not, everyone needs money to live off....  Starving others of their right to earn is a really nasty thing to do, although these corporate artists don't seem to see it that way - they just put it down to "inspiration" and perhaps will give a fuzzy mention to the idea at some stage, so then not even the name of the ideas person is ever given advertsising!

As a writer, it is very hard to make money these days - there are very few opportunities that one can "make it" from creative writing.

Please support your "local" or favourite artisians....  they inspire you, do they not?

Please note - you would give to a charity of starving people overseas - why not a starving person in your own country......?  no - I am not starving ------- YET!

 

Have You ever been The Girl who buys a bag, hoping to smoke a lot and share some – and have some Stupid Man smoke all Your weed?

 

Have You ever been The Girl told to make lunch for The Boys?

 

Have You ever been The Girl who cleaned the entire house whilst Her Defacto slept after a long night coning with The Boys on weed You are not allowed to share?

 

Have You ever been insulted for a meal you’ve made that perhaps wasn’t quite up to scratch?

 

Have you been the one who had to do everything in the kitchen because noone else was willing?  Go to the Supermarket or have no food in the house?

 

Have You ever been in the situation where You wanted to use contraception because You were at risk of getting pregnant and the guy didn’t use it? Expecting that somehow you would take care of that?

Have you ever been the Woman who bought home more money than Her Partner and was still told they weren't making enough?  Or their money wasn't good enough?  The job they had chosen wasn't the right thing to do?

Have you ever been the Woman told You should go on a diet, when You are underweight?

Have You ever been the Woman who was told "She" was prettier than YOU...

Have You ever been the Woman who has been told She was NOT Sexy, NOT Good in bed, NOT someone fun to be around... 

GEE - and I THOUGHT we were living in the 21st Century AND IN AN FAIR, EQUAL MODERN WORLD....

INSULTING ME IS ONLY GOING TO DISTRACT ME FOR A SHORT TIME, BEFORE I GET BACK ON TRACK AND CHALLENGE YOUR POINT OF VIEW, WITH A SHARPER MIND THAN YOURS,

I WANT REVENGE AND I WILL GET IT... 

WITHOUT LIFTING A FINGER EXCEPT TO TYPE THIS...

ITS HARD TO NOT KNOW

WHEN IT IS SO OBVIOUS

NOONE IS INCREDIBLY SECRETIVE

AND ON A NIGHT LIKE THIS

NOONE CAN BE

YOUR LIES

WILL BE SHOWN

AND YOUR MANNER

WILL PREVAIL

THE MOON RISES AND FINDS US ALL NAKED, WITH OUR HATING THOUGHTS AT THE FRONT, FOR ALL TO SEE...

 

In the time to come, it’s the visionary that has the advantage over all – where they are headed they have already seen, done it before and can do it better a second or third time...